Hey you.
You know those ideas you have in your head that keep popping back in there all the time, driving you nuts? I mean, how often are you going to hear 'Freeze Motherbitch!' before you take it seriously?
Who am I?
I'm you in 2021, telling you in 2006 to start writing all this sh*t down, because in 2008 digital books take off, and by 2013, those riding that wave will do really really well.
I know, I know, you've got spiritual stuff in your head, and the publisher didn't want it, but your future income is writing the space stuff you love so much.
I know, because it's 2021 and I started writing novels in 2014, and that 6 book idea in your head is now 50 plus and still going strong after 7 years.
Yes, your first million words will be crap, but if you start now, by the time you get that written, the wave will begin, and you'll have a dozen novels to use as a surfboard, and two years writing to go back and edit the hell out of them before you release them 1 month apart.
And yes, you're going to be good at this, even though you think no-one will ever read whatever you write.
Okay, so I know you're having a WTF moment, seriously, I am too telling you this, but if you'd started writing novels after the first 2 non-fiction failed to interest the publisher, I wouldn't have gone through a lot of sh*t, and spent so long living on subsistence level income.
Then again, the journey made me who I was when I finally did start writing, and admittedly there was a lot of X3 game playing during that time which helped writing space combat, and maybe without that, the spark wasn't, isn't there yet.
So.....
Forget it. I guess I needed to vent, and who better to vent at than younger me.
Yeah, I know.
WTF?